Love me, will you ?

Tuesday, July 8, 2008 ♥.

Last saturday was really BAD !
gado rabak ngn my abg ipar .
mane tknye sey . de pukol my sis infront of publis la seh .
takde malu !
small matter pon nk gado .
juz , my sister nk g uma my mom je de tk kasi .
mepekkn ?
i don't know why?
first ,
sume da settle . .
after me n yusi g jumpe my sis dekat MRT ..
kite tros nk jln..
den , my sis la terlupe bwk barang anak de. .
so ,i decided to amek brg ngn yusi n finie(my 1 anak sdare)
smpi je uma de my abg ipar tnye..
"su, mane kak mi?"
den , i go blur . . tk tau nk jwb ape. coz, kak mi tk kasi jwb pape..
so, i just diam n senyum>>(da baek senyum Tau)
beh , kite kua je uma de troz nk g jumpe kak mi pat MRT ..
de mara2 , pekik , nk ikot kite nk amek kak mi..
dari c2 , me troz call my mom ,
suro de slow talk ngn my brother in law. .
de step je nk mara2 mak org .
de kate mak tk berhak nk amek tau. .
pdhl my mom juz nk tngk cucu de .
sala ke?
den , i decided nk naek teksi alek uma ,
tp de dpt kejar n try nak dokong jiha(my 2 niece)
n try nk tarik finie dr my sis .
de pon tumbuk my sis kat kpale..
biadab kn?
den , me step ah nk tumbok de.
tp de no response!!
tk jd naek teksi .
de mara my sis n smbil jlan de bising..
"alek skrg!! ko tngok je, pat uma siap"
me da btol2 geram tros jerit pat de..
"abg emy, lpas kn kak mi la jgn asek nk pkol org ah , ble bbol kn!!!"
dngn slambenye de jwb..
"ko senyap ah suria,g alek pon cantek!!"
me tk kesa tau kalo de nk mara, tp kat uma bole kan?
nie kt luar jgk .
da la bnyk org! de ingt my sis ape?
tkde maruah ape?
BINGIT LA SEH!
de mase tk pnat pukol my sis..
me da geram:
"abg emy, stop la!!"
de lg ade hati:
"mimi ko tk hormat aku sbgi suami ko eh?"
my sis mase tk stop nanges..
"OIT bodo , nk step org hormat ko eh . .
ko tu uat tnggngjwb ko sbgi suami dulu aru leh bnyk bunyi!!!!
nafkah tk kasi lg bisinng!!"
ku jwb smbil membeliakkn bijik mate dpan de..
amek ko ingt pmpn lembik sngt eh!
"suria, ko jgn mcm phm ah! subahat!tnggng dose ko pat akhirat ah!"
"aku tnggng ah aku kn da besar tkkn nk suro mk aku tnggng plak..
kO tu tnggng dulu jgn nk step tk uat dose dah lah pemalas keje . tk malu!!"
"aku mmg tk tkt mati ah . kalo ko nk aku ble mati ah skrg"
smbil lari ke road step nk ,mati gitu de!
"ele, nk mati ,mati ah skrg! tp tk macho ah nk mati, mati sorg ah tk ya dokong jiha!!"
me jwb
de dngn kereknye , JELING N NK JOJOL2KN mate de kt org..
tk heran deh .
mate ku lg besar ah ,
de tros tarik tngn my sis suro alek. .
anak de due2 da nanges..
smbil jln lg ble pukol my sis!!
tngok je ah BALASAN ko!!
ku doakn hidup org2 yg mcm gni tkkn diberkati dn tkkn pena hepi!
skrg maybe allah bg ko hepi , tkpe..
tngok je . one day, jgn ko yg melutut dpn family kiteorg!!
so, lpas abes tu sume. .
me n yusi, alek naek teksi. .
dlm cab, i started to cry , mengenang nasib my sis. . kesian:(
then , i start to think;
izit sume laki2 cm gni?ble da dpt ape dorg nk, n da tk suke tros pukol2 pmpn gitu mcm .
de ingt pompan ape ?
PUNCHING BAG?
to those kind of JANTAN, menyesal LA..
kasihanilah mereka yg tk berdose , ingt la allah akn balas yg lg burok dr ape ko uat skrg!
i will always remember names yg uat me or org2 yg me syg sedih n terluke . .
ur name2 ni sume tkkn pna tetinggl dlm solatku agar diberikn petunjuk d dunia. .
hah!

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